My personal Pain part I

Dear Readers,

I was not born a catholic my mom was baptist at that time and so i wasn't really exposed to faith we went to church and my mom read me bible stories. I sang usual religous kids songs like " jesus loves me this i know" and "jesus loves the little children" and some other ones. well things shifted gears a little later. My Grandmother died and me and my uncle sat in her house looking through stuff and putting clothes in good will bags. When my uncle was cleaning the nightstand drawer he opened up and pulled out a bible he filled out the " this book belongs to ..... presented by.... on the date of...." and then handed it to me i took it home and it sat on my bookshelf for several years. When i was 8 and my one younger brother was four and my other was an infant my mom and step dad decided to baptize the younger ones but because i should have already been baptized and i wasn't i had to take RCIA classes in there i had a loose almost nonexistent understanding of catholicism. After my confirmation on easter vigil we never went back to church untill my middle brother made communion. At the age of 12 I decided to abandon my catholic upbringing for: WICCA. it didn't get too far and i didn't feel the love in it.so at age 14 i came back to the church Happy Fatima Feast Day